Numb Resolution

I can no longer bleed.
I cannot feel my heart.
I've finally reached the point
and finally gone so far
that I will not go back
down to treacherous earth,
not with all these lies,
not with all this hurt.
My decision being that
I might just finally die,
or maybe another plan.
I refuse to let myself cry.
Perhaps one day I'll realize
that I can come back.
But I really don't believe.
I seriously doubt that.
Since my heart is gone
it's fate, meant to be.
I'll have to continue living
until I die without bleeding.