whats real

I don't know what is real anymore

I take the knife and begin to slice

The water turns red

there is no pain

back of my mind I just want to die

I want to dig out the veins of where I hide

I can't show simple emotions to people anymore

I love her more than she knows but she doesn't even care

Why am I even f*****g still here

I drop everything I do just to hear her voice

Just to look into her eyes

But she'd rather run off with some f*****g piece of s**t

I think tonight I am just gonna do it

Her leaving and not caring anymore

it's like having a dagger strike deep inside your heart

who really gives a damn if I go

better for her I guess since I don't mean a thing to her

She talks about not being able to have friends

I have no f*****g friends

I have no one I can get up to go see

You want to call Alex my friend

Well a friend wants to hangout with you

Atleast you have f**k boy I hope he was worth it

good bye and goodnight