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Today it will happen again. I can feel it, he will unfortunately stop talking to me yet again. Although I can anticipate it coming, when it does, I will unravel. It's crazy. How you can know something is going to happen and even play it out completely In your mind and still not be mentally prepared to deal with the situation. Bc although you can see it coming, it's still just a possibility. Nothing has been written in stone and the whole event can turn into just a thought. Subconsciously you have such great hope that it will turn out differently. That this moment will not come to pass. But when it finally does, you're left distraught.That is where I am now sitting here devastated over something that I've experienced several times before. Why is it that even though I've had too many of these same moments the pain still feels like the first time, it never lessens. I don't understand how my heart has been broken so many times by him, but he still can crake the already obliterated peices.

Author's Note

My first time writing here. Or anywhere really. I really welcome review or criticism and not just some reading it without leaving their thought. Thank you