I never should've

I never should've

trusted you and

your words.

 

They were way

too good to be

true.

 

I can't

believe how much

it hurts.

 

This pain

eating me slowly.

 

I'm dying

but I'm still

alive.

 

How could you

do this to me?

 

I thought that

what you said

actually had meaning.

 

I was so naive

to believe

that the commitments

you made

meant anything to you.

 

Now,

I'm lying here

wishing for anything

but this.

 

I'm putting on

this facade.

 

Pretending to be 

happy and content.

 

Trying, trying

to forget.

 

Forget,

your smile,

your hugs,

your hands,

you whispering in my ear

"I love you".

 

"I love you"

those evil, evil

words.

 

The words that are

meant to heal.

 

The words that

only end up

hurting.

 

Why did I

ever trust you?