Love; A Sequel

I wish I could trust more

Instead of staying wound tight within myself

I fear love like vampires fear sunlight

As if the true strength of its purity

Is undeserved on my distant heart

On my twisted feelings of hurt, anger and hate

Honestly, I feel like a caged cat

Throwing myself around inescapable bars

I like the night and darkness seems to like me

I crouch, furiously scared 

And scratch at your memory

She shouldn't have to live in your shadow

And I want to like the sun

Sweet days in paradise with my baby

Warm days filled with trust, spontaneity and fun

Not hampered by sideways thoughts of you

Trying to find from you

-Having finally left you,

Some peace.