mind

Anxiety

jabbering meddling rabble rousing mind 

I am eternal 

I am scared 

I am scratched & scarred 

I am twisting pulling hair eyes spewing 

tears crow's feet shining wet 

heart pumps kicks me 

is hot scampers in fire 

burns blood fries brain 

I can't think I can only fear I can't think I can only fear 

I AM LOSING MY MIND BETWEEN PAINTED WALLS

 

when I sleep I dream of fear & when I don't 

I stare at the dark & feel my body decay & lessen & shrink 

I stand in the morning put my feet on a cold floor 

and move through static heat of day 

my mind doesn't sleep my mind 

my mind screams it screams for me 

it screams.

Reviews

[John the Baptist]

I hope you are taking something.

[Carlos Lorenzo Estrada]

A harrowing example of what it's like to deal with anxiety. Very well done my friend.