I will be Nothingness

I am done with this done.
Being no different, and neither
Good nor bad, just living your
Way and forgetting to think
Of me

You have taken my soul and bound
My spirit, now dragging me into the light
Which shows
Everything I do not wish to see,
Everything I strive to hide,

Everything I have failed...

Everything I am.

Give me sweet emptiness and
My night of black
Darkness as cover over every
Sinful or painful

Thought and feeling of mine

The putrid taste of bile rising

To hide my growing humor

Of this slow torment

Give me my dark,

So I may bleed into it,

And once again-

I will be nothingness.

Author's Note

Just a few random thoughts grouped together