If I could be beautiful for a day..

If I could be beautiful for a day...
And have everything look right
Instead of everything feeling tight
No mirrors favor me in the reflection
The images scream and demise me

For I am not a beauty, only imperfect
Maybe that's why they all reject me
I push away and hide behind lies
But anyone is very lucky to get inside

This image will never be perfect
My life is full of misery and sadness
A way out, the reaper gifts to me

Black clothes with a sweet pale face
The coffin closed and the past erased

If only I could be beautiful for a day...