Letter to the lord

A Poem by Blank space

Lord take me now if this is all it is ever going to be.
Lord take me now if happiness only eludes me.
Lord why, Lord why, I ask
But you ask, keep faith in this daunting task.
Lord you torture me, even your precious children too.
Am I not you're child, why do I get refused.
Is it too much to ask for a little consistent peace,
I hate my life, makes me wanna grab a piece, and say peace.
But, suicide is a sin.
Thanks god, you win.
My life has been nothing but hard ache, and heart ache because of you.
Only tiny blessings and only a few
But I'm still writing this, I guess that means I still have faith in you.