how my life should be

this is how my life should be

so when I was born I should have been alive and not blue and I should be like everyone else but I'm not god has cosine  me to be the way I am and I am okay with that but what I am not okay with is that my social worker made it hard for my mom to get me back. and that is where my life got messed up and I wish I didn't need a social worker  and that I was living with my birth mom and not have been adoptive because I thought it was going to work it didn't work it only got worse because I ended up in jair