how my life is going

ever since i started writing in a notebook about my life and think it has helped me because on the weekends i ask my mom what i was like and what happened to me and i try asking about my father but is like she doesn't want me to know about my dad and what happend to him and that´s  hard on me beacuse i love to learn about my fathers sild of the family. so i write a lot in the notebook every day.