Logbook Of A Scavenger - January 1 2026

Giving birth to fireworks for the year 2026! 2025 was Chernobyl Circa. 1986 in North America. But I guess it was a milestone made out of plasm of the Silhouette Spirits.. Lol. Take what you will from that.. I say that because it was the first year without being in the atmosphere of Sandra since I met her... I met her in 2022 and we were spiritual Siamese twins during that same year as well as 2023 and 2024. Well, 2025 on the other hand... I might have talked with her a little bit on Facebook but I was never actually around her at all last year... I was so used to seeing that Brownish black hair. Caramel Skin. Hazel eyes. Nephilim smile. I was around her so much from 2022 to 2024 in the flesh. So, 2025 was on the other side of the moon from previous years... Sandra is that tumor you had for a while but then once it's officially severed off, you miss it. Despite its questionable energy... 

A Thunderbird has truly swooped me up that things have to be the way they are with Claire. There are some topaz gems about her.. I admire how platinum her memory is... I would tell her something a while back and she would still remember it some time after... I guess that truly does make her a time traveling fairy... A haunted time traveling fairy. Lol. I've gotten over it over the past couple of days...

Sydney? I regret the asinine AI photo of her with the angel wings that I showed her. Hahahaha... I wanted to give birth to a poem for her but I feel like that would've been too intimate and it's always a bee hive at Casa Grande... Would she enjoy a poem about her? My brain is lost in the dunes... I will say God's positive meteors crashing upon Sydney because when Claire turned my skies into charcoal in April of last year. Sydney was the Dog Star. I'm not glued to the throne of guilt to say Sydney is higher than all of them. I already dated Sandra and Claire.. I love Pam but she's never going to be a humanoid key to me because her identity is little too vulgar for me. Sydney on the other hand, she looks down upon all of them if you want me to be real..

What's going on with Pam? Pam is just Pam. Lol. She's just puking lava at strangers on Facebook.

ANYWAYS! Jaycee opened a portal for me to "spend time" with her at The Den, last night for New Years Eve... I was like the only one who was blowing on a party horn but I had to hurry up and shove a rocket up my butt because I was getting sick. Yeah. I was only at The Den for like 5 minutes. And I didn't wanna exorcise any demons at the place. So I just crash landed back at the cottage... I was drowning in the Creek of Apathy. So I didn't boomerang back up there... Mainly because there wasn't really much happening in my irises anyways... Outside of Jaycee, there really wasn't anyone around my age... The average age for New Boston is apparently 42. Adding to my point that there's no vital organ for me to be stapled here...

Today, I ate a Garbage Pail Kids card for Kira's 21st birthday. Which is tomorrow.. I filmed it and I'm giving to the video at 12 AM.