Suicidal Thoughts

Maybe I should

Maybe I shouldn’t

End my life?

No, I couldn’t

But then again, what is there to live for?

It’s like the innocent heart beat gets ignored

So if I let it cease, it wouldn’t matter

Dark thoughts

Mind scattered

Love Lost

And trust has vanquished

No friends for my safety

It hurts to pray

It feels better to cry

I don’t know why

But it seems as if it feels better to just die

Escaping the problems

Erasing the pain

I promise I am not crazy

I’m sane!

I’m conscious that my subconscious is being controlled

But it’s stronger than you think

I just have to let go