Thoughtfull

yeah... just my way of thinking... hmmm... don't ask, lads, i'm a disturbed person :D

How many nigts did I lay on my bead, thinking of life, love, death and religion?

To many. I could've slept for that time, but no, I just couldn't. Life... What is it actually? I wouldn't be suprised if someone would tell me that all of this just doesn't exist. That it is only an ilussion. I wouldn't care. On the same way that I wouldn't care if I would have to die tomorrow. So what? I'll have to, one day. It's not something we can escape, can we?

It's something that no one can understand, so why am I thinking about it?

'cuz I can't sleep. I'm tired, to tired to fall asleep. But wake enough to think about all the things, all the problems in this world... Like racists... They have to die. Brutally. But then, I'll become just like them, hating another opinion. No, I tell myself, they are the haters, not me. No... My subconciousness is laughing. Everyone hates.

I close my eyes, jawning... Still, I can't sleep. Love. Word ˝love˝ crosses my mind.

What is it? Why am I unable to understand it?

Yes, I do love my friends. But only as friends, nothing more.

Is that normal?

So what if it isn't? Why should I care?

In my opinion, we all deserve to die. BUt then, what would hapen? Nothing. New evoulution, new mistakes made by god or whoever...

God.

Who is he?

Is he?

Damn, I can't think...

My thoughts...

They are slipping away...

I sleep...

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Tomislav Petricevic]

This is actually quite good, becuase I can somehow relate to your thoughts. Glad to see someone who expresses their opinion so freely, and not just hide behind what they allow other persons to see. Keep it up! P.S. ne znam zašto pišem na engleskom, jer i ja sam Hrvat XD