Breakdown

April 13th 2015

I'm miserable,

and screaming in

my head.

I have no options,

my deck is dead.

the noises, are

driving me nuts.

the loneliness in

me consumes,

the conversation is

dull, and of no use.

I wonder what now...

as I patiently wait.

I'm tearing out

my hair

and staying in place.

I think back,

to all that have

broken my heart.

I think not so bad,

I think it wasn't

that hard.

hopefully, in the future,

I will think that

about this.

it's just right now...

I'm trembling behind

open fists.

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[softlyfall]

I was there once, odd to think of it now. But this kind of pain is often a catalyst that sends us in search of the muse who will remain when the fog clears.