Home sick

I don't really know how this is happening. 

This unsettled feeling of longing and severe mourning. 

How can I be home sick when there isn't a home anymore?

No house, no photo's of us on the wall, no loving words spoken between us.

The home I ache for no longer exists. 

It will never exist again.

Home is not just the physical, but the emotional. 

Home sick is what you feel for a place where you belong.

A place that contains all that is precious in your life. 

It's an intense craving for a safe state of mind and soul.

So what do I do when all of that is gone? 

How do I eliminate this desire to return to what I knew as "home?"

How can I stop being home sick?