anxiety

My everyday life

I keep my eyes closed,

Trying to conceal the hopelessness.

Tears force there way out, 

Dampening my lashes,

Running down my check.

My chest tightens, 

My breaths become rapid, and panicked.

I can feel my throat restricting, 

Like there are hands grasped around my neck.

Tingling pain fills my hands and heart. 

I can only focus on the loss of control I feel with in myself.

The loss of control over my physical self, mental self, emotional self. 

I lie still, curled up on the bed.

A prisoner of my physical self, mental self, emotional self. 

Why does it feel like everything is wrong,

When nothing is wrong?