worry

I'm worried.

It's planting a seed, 

and needs to feed.

It's chosen it's host and once again it's me,

I try to sooth myself with a cup of tea.

It doesn't work,

my mind keeps racing, 

and once again i start pacing.

She disappears without a word,

ohhh how i find this emotion completely upserd.

Yet here it is with some doubt,

I'm in a bout and all i can do is pout.

This dark feeling,

bringing with it fear.

In my mind i try running, 

but my physical body stays still and my eyes go to tear.

"Her parents are abusive,

you need to be intrusive," the worry whispers in my ear.

"Meeting her will make you feel better,

better than writing that stupid little letter." 

I try to ignore him,

but in battling an invisible demon that option seems dim.

It's harder when i know he's right,

I guess it's time for fight or flight.

Sometimes eternal rest sounds best,

but then again i'd fail life's big test.

"She's not coming back, 

You're such a sad sack" he goes again,

"Can't you see, 

you've lost her forever.

Think about it whose as right as me?

Now stop writing that wretched letter!"

I block him out, 

I just want her to hear me shout.

My love come back, 

it's on the attack!

This worry is taking it's toll,

And i'm about to lose control!

Reviews

[McBear]

This is very deep and full of meaning. Well written

[Damion Kirksey]

thank you .

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

this is amazing and beautiful, keep writing!!

[Damion Kirksey]

Thanks :)

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

welcome:), you are really good at writing poems

[Damion Kirksey]

Thank you, i have kinda been writing them since I was like 8 but I stopped for a little while until recently.

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is cool

[Damion Kirksey]

Yeah.... Well I've never really had anyone to talk to, always being distant from humanity. So I learned early to express myself through writing to get stuff off my chest and make myself feel better.

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

wow, that is amazing

[Damion Kirksey]

I guess .

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

no, i know so

[Damion Kirksey]

OK I'll take your word for it

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Dead]

you don't need to worry... I love you ^_^

[Damion Kirksey]

I may not need to but I still do because I love you too

[Hope Rose]

This is beautiful. Keep it up :)

[Damion Kirksey]

Thanks same to you :)

[Hope Rose]

:) No problem