A Quick Change

for those I've hurt this year

I'm sorry
I'm just not perfect
not enough for you
or her
or anyone else
here on this earth.
I know I fucked this year up
and it wont be my last
I'll have the joy of many more
before my last pass.
I reviewed this whole year
and do you know what I found out, my dear?
I looked at many mistakes
past and recent
and what I could have changed
what I wanted to change.
But that chance has passed
the one love that I knew could never last.
I could have just said hi
or bye
but I didn't
I let that pass
like the sand in the hourglass.
But if I changed it
would you have me
or would I be here
the same as I'll always be
hiding in fear
of rejection
attack
or my first pat on the back
of a success?
But don't let me continue
to ramble on as such
because what its done is done
and there's other chances at love.

Reviews

[The Cute 1]

thumps uo to this keep writing