"When Words are too powerful."

"Sometimes we must stop and look at our words."

Some words are too powerful to be written.

Although it may not be the words themself.

Perhaps the way they are put together is the danger.

If they were just letters put down on paper, they would be safe.

But once they are written with the heart... they become dangerous or a savior to all who read them.

I don't know why I write them the way I sometimes do.

I shouldn't...... I know they will spark someone's heart to 

thoughts which I have no right to control.

I'm not saying I am savant with words.

You would have to be the judge of that.

But I do write with the intent to invoke, to awaken one's heart and feelings......A swift kick in the arse, a quick way to start the reader to thinking, one could say.

But all writers wish to write that way.

So, I feel no guilt... no shame... no remorse.

Perhaps, I may even feel a little excitement, 

knowing I hold the power of words over another's heart.

Is it sadistic... is it wanton power over another?

Could it be lust of control over your heart and your thoughts?

Is it that? 

I may want acceptance so bad, I would place my words in such a way that you would accept me even if you didn't want me?

One day I will.... collapse under the weight of my own words.

Then you will see me... A writer who tried to control words that were meant to set people's hearts a blaze with love and desires......Yet, one day I will end up setting myself a blaze... Why... Because I thought I could play with someone's heart and thoughts.

We think ourselves smart and above it all.... That we can place our words... without accountability into other people's hearts and thoughts.

What fools we are every last damned one of us.