Solopism

Imitation philosophy, maybe this has potential?

Solipsim: The philosophical belief that you exist because you can question your own existence (Descarte was misquoted, it was not I think therefore I am, but I question therefore I exist.) and there is no way to prove whether or not anyone else exists so they may well be all a figment of your imagination along with the rest of reality.

Reverse Solipsism: I probably don't really exist but something out there does, only the one that created you is real everything else is a figment. We are however created to behave as if we did exist though. Why? Who knows.

So, to venture.
To search for that one true thing.
I wish to find a state where there is no I.
I have searched for religious envelopement for 10 years,
Reaching for ecstacy of a fulfilling sort.
Its time creator, for you to find me.
I will love you like no other.
Would it matter if I am only a part of you?
Perhaps, if I am facet and reflection then my traits would be yours
I would be in delicious blisses if I could make me love me.
Search for me truth
Seduce me with your beauty
Repluse me with your honesty
Make me feel, then take all of me
Take me back
Where there is no I or you
Just a day...to be.