School

C***s and pricks and c***s and p*****s and meaningless encounters. Learn to act well. School is the first gameshow. Act at being attractive, godlike, a convincing idea of 'female'. Success. A man. A neccessary piece in the game. The name to fill in the gap; He loves me. He buys me things. I did this with Him, aren't I wild! He treasures me. He gives me substance. He's the name, just a name, a prop in my drama.
    Act at beauty. Next act at sex. Externally - a porn star. Internally - a facebook status. Nothing more. Act the positions so that he'll praise you. Then report back to your captivated friends. Your self is the self you can convince others to buy. To buy and sell back at you enough to become true.

These people are so thick-skinned in fact, that they have little room for much else. To look at these void creatures, sneering and competing in this schoolyard war, and to think they were once babies, worthy of the expectations they were loaded with, and causing warm fuzzyness in the guts of their parents.