Clockwise

Running out of time

F*****g.

F*****g to forget you

F**k it, I regret you. 

F**k baby just take this sorrow, please? 

F**k, I been too careless.

Slumping on my hairdresser. 

Broken mirror, hate what I must see. 

These people all around me want me to face these demons. 

I'm not the slightest bit of ready yet. 

I wanted you to try and face your demons. 

But you opened up the doors and bounced. 

Wow, this is pain. 

This is really pain?

I have gone insane. 

I am not the same.

Out my brain.

Gotta run away.

Gotta dodge the pain. 

It won't go away.

Not today.

Save it for another day, I swear. 

These tears fall the most in the nightfall.

Secrets make me sick, where's the alcohol?

I can't live like this?

But none of it will go away. 

So I pray, let it melt away.

I am saved.

Found another way.

He is not the same.

Not like them.

He can probably save me.

Yes, I'll make him my baby.

Crazy, right?

I just can't spend another day with no escape.

Letting all my thoughts steal my sanity away.

What a shame.

How do I resolve broken promises?

Can it be done?

(To be continued.....) 

Reviews

[Relic]

That's quite an opening. ha

Relationships can often dishevel people's brains, sending them into a spin when it falls apart. Finding someone else off the rebound doesn't always work either.

The brain replays the same face and voice making it impossible to think of anything else. I get that from this.

To be continued...just like the constant thoughts that won't leave.

[Matthew Kult]

Fuckingly Fucked

Interesting Read

Matthew