Jealousy

I think after this convo, I’m leaving

I went through your phone and saw something I wish I didn’t see

My thoughts are loud, emotions violent, I can’t believe you’d do this to me

I think you’re banking on the fact you know I won’t compete

But how can I give you all of me

When it’s several women that you seek?

I called him though I said I wouldn’t

Know I’ve been still and patient

He’ll be here in a moment’s notice

To take me away from here


I can’t watch you choose someone else

So i’ll resign instead

Just know this was a tough decision

Just pretending that you’re dead

You’re dead to me

You violated

All of my love, annihilated

I can’t feed you my jealousy

So I’ll erase you from my memories

Then I’ll rearrange my destiny

Go towards chemistry

Build my legacy

Reviews

[The_Ancient_Rock]

Hmm... well you know sometimes... people... Human beings... men... or women... can be very complicated...

Human relationships...

My case for example... find myself in love with two different girls at the same time...

Well... I know I'll never get any chance to be with any of them... either they would love it or not.

So... I guess it really makes no damn difference at all...

Like I said someone else... if I had to choose... well... really got no idea.

Been thinking about religion... should become Amish... yes indeed...

A bit like the lions do... Shall we play lions? lol

Screw monogamy I say...

I want 10 or 20 different wifes...

LMAO

Nah... not really... exaggerating a bit...

The reason I suppose sometimes I say these things is... I can't even get one.

Pfffttt... my longest relationships never lasted any longer than a couple of weeks...

Yeah... I'm sad that way...

Hey... the hell with it... already doing celibate in a way...

Maybe I should become a priest or something... lol

Nah... I like girls way too much for that.

Hope you get your relationships straightned up...

And remember... lots of different fish in the sea...

So... hope you find someone that makes you... very happy!

Yes... we all deserve love... or should...

However my real name... should be Norman Bates...

I got this completely insane crazy... old mother... that must think she's my f*****g wife or something...

All such a behaviour... in a way so... very incestuous... even though... never had sex with my mother and never... ever will...

All I feel for her now is nothing but intense, disgust, disdain, trully gross, hate her... hate her guts!!!

I'm telling you this f*****g b***h is completely f*****g insane!!! And must have some damn huge balls... indeed.

Not crazy enough to hit her... or hurt her... or any other woman...

But damn... 41 f*****g years... with psychological abuse besides the physical one...

The day she dies... OH PLEASE LORD MAKE IT SOON!!! I'll be so f*****g HAPPY!!!

Maybe I'll be a homeless or whatever... still better than putting up with her s**t!!!

Yeah... maybe I could leave the house... become homeless... probably would be better for my mental health...

Truth is... I'm just used to this s**t... and if I leave still have the whole damn world to worry about...

Besides always hated begging or asking strangers for whatever...

Church food... blargh... really doesn't appeal to me... even though she f*****g cooks terribly and I hate her f*****g food...

She must do it on purpose... every little s**t!!! I f*****g hate her guts!!!

As you can see by some of my poems... if you read them...

I must be adopted really... there is no way... these f*****g retarded pieces of s**t... could ever be my real family!!!

Nah... not in a f*****g billion years!!!

I'm a pet... I am... a motherfucking pet... just like a cat... or a dog...

The good little pet!

If you ever have children... please respect them... always!

Learn all of you with this pieces of f*****g s**t... child abusers... mistakes.

A very good manual on what never to do in any circumstance... ever!!!

The f*****g possible worst parenting, raising, tutoring... whatever on Earth!!!

My "family" trully is the f*****g possible worst!!!

The b***h just won't die... Nah... she could never do me that favour... ever by ever...

I pity every f*****g man that ever screwed such a f*****g completely disgusting w***e... but my f*****g homosexual child abuser dear father...

I'm the luckiest person on the planet!!!

The luckiest indeed...

Sorry about all my "bitching"... today I just can't stop!

Probably she might return and tell me... there is no money because of it all... that I'm writing here...

Oh well... f**k it!!!

If you have children adopted or not... love them... treat them right...

Always remember kids are innocent and are children... not their damn fault!!!

Grown ups really should f*****g know better!!! But these 3 in my life... completely f*****g retarded and so very f*****g disgusting indeed!!!

Why don't they just... f*****g all die... why?

F**k this s**t... sorry.