Am I Right?

I've been having a hard time writing lately, mainly, because I don't want to face myself.. Hope you enjoy. Love and good thoughts..

Am I

 right

that people see themselves as they

wish to be seen

 

Then shouldn't I see my self

as a beautiful young

lady

 

But

in-

stead I see myself

as an ugly wanna-be

 

I want to be pretty

I want to be hopeful

I want to be loved by

someone other than my mother

I want to be fixed

I want to be normal

 

So why can't I see myself as

 these things

 

I've been told if you focus on

the bad in

 front

of you , bad things happen

but God d****t I've been

looking at the good

for so long

I'm beginning to think

 of

myself as delusional

 

I don't care how others see me

I just want to see me for

me