My Fault and Malfunction

What happens when the feelings of a beating heart overturns the rulings of a mind ?

You're the fault in my calculations,
The exploitation of my emotions,
You rocked my plans into shambles,
Telling me lies like 'time is ample',
What was it that caused me to malfunction too,
For my heart to be swayed away by you?
You lacked the desirable components,
Disrespectful, Intolerable and Impotent,
And then you sowed in me the seeds of doubt,
Dreaming days about our handmade house...

- Stu. T.H. (October 9, 2023)