All Bled Out Chapter One: Blood Sucking FreaksA Story by Ron SafariMarianne is a beautiful but headstrong vampire who is in a power struggle with her partner Henry who tries to reign in her blood lust.It opens with her betraying Henry by cruelly denying him blood...“Kisses B***h.” Marianne pouted in an exhibition of scornful coquettishness before
leaving a red orchid on the man’s forehead. She was unbuttoning his shirt and
talking dirty to amuse herself. “I’m gonna suck it so hard….gonna suck your fear…’ The man was heavily concussed after Marianne had fractured his skull and
the majority of his ribs by hurling him against the wall. Oh, the look on his
face when his spectral puppet strings were tugged. She immediately regretted
her vulgar display of strength as he was too far gone on the way to death to be
toyed with and she had the added irritation of having to keep propping him up
against the far wall. He presented a bathetic spectacle, now in just his boxer
shorts and socks, his head a swollen mess of contusions, black and pulpy like a
rotten apple. Marianne only remembered
the hurried departure from the night club after he had boasted he was a
generous donor to the Conservative party and was friendly with a couple of
Cabinet ministers. There was a limit to what a girl could take, even if she had
been prepped by Henry to always drag it past midnight, when the streets would
be emptier, less eyes and ears. Hedge
fund was heavy set and middle aged with a deep tan and neat grey hair. No doubt
recently back from the Maldives. And so
to this, a burnt out flat over what had been a furniture store before it was
looted and gutted by fire. He was an administrator for a hedge fund company.
This he told her over champagne cocktails and cocaine. Being a vampire, the
alcohol had little effect on her but she found ingesting the cocaine
exhilarating. As always. The hedge fund
administrator was very rich but not very happy. He told Marianne of his sense
of emptiness, his self loathing and his s**t marriage. How he paid w****s (his
words) to smoke crack with him. Some
times his self hatred was so heightened he would pay them extra to defecate and
urinate on him. The man had frittered away hundreds of thousands entertaining him
in this manner but it still hardly impacted on his salary and bonuses. He had
then snapped out of his funk and become arrogant and condescending; informing
Marianne he’d popped a Viagra and adding cryptically that she’d earn it. Marianne had stayed calm; she
had tolerated and become inured to corporate noxiousness over just short of
three decades of trolling for blood. Well, soon he would be dead, juiced after
a careful evisceration in a charred three storey building in Tottenham, ending
his wretchedness. The man smelled of money. Well, did. Now he smelled of piss
and s**t, filling his pants when Marianne yanked him into an alley way and
theatrically flashed her fangs. All for show, he revolted her and she only bit
those she found attractive. Marianne rolled the shirt into a ball and dropped it
on top of the suit and shoes she’d piled up in a corner. She pulled off the
platinum s**t wig, revealing her short cropped black hair cut into a severe
bob, and skimmed it in the direction of Henry who was convulsing like a King’s
Cross junkie in a dark corner of the room. Her heels and little black dress
swiftly followed. Petite and with skin
that was pale to the point of being translucent, years of being undead had denuded
fat and accentuated her bone structure, and she was now a somewhat disquieting mixture
of ethereal beauty and lascivious ingénue, almost to the extent of being a
simulacrum of discerning male desire; full and sensuous lips, delicate
perfectly symmetrical features, and wide blue eyes that rendered her both
vulnerable and predatory like a bishojo
from an anime dating sim. One of the first guys she juiced had described her during
a night of weed and cheap red wine as something out of a Henry James or an Edith
Wharton novel, porcelain exquisite’ were his exact words. Despite his earnest and
hackneyed attempt at poeticism, she had still nearly decapitated him and stole
his Bauhaus albums. Anyway, the lack of precision in the literary reference had
annoyed her. And here she was, gamine
and playful in her underwear. Marianne
wished there was a mirror so she could see her reflection and admire her
hotness. She had no audience, Henry being delirious with thirst and the man
brain damaged beyond repair. Marianne sat the man bolt upright again and
waggled her bony arse in his face. “No fun.”
They were illuminated by dozens of stout candles mounted on ornate
candlesticks. Marianne had arranged them all carefully to create a tableau vivant. There was no electricity
supply to the room but that wouldn’t have affected the aesthetic co-ordination,
this was one of the few situations where Marianne could indulge her
predilection for a mise-en-scene with gothic trappings. Not they she needed
artificial light anyway; she had her nocturnal sight, which was dreary yet
functional. She preferred to be in the light, as her finely attuned optical
senses created riots of radiance and colour from meagre resources, so long as
it wasn’t derived from the sun, which would quickly burn her skin and
incinerate her flesh if exposure was prolonged. Years ago with an easy mark that
seemed to think showing her 1 Night in
Paris on his laptop would be an effective seduction technique (a software
programmer called Rick if she remembered correctly) Marianne had told him as they watched the night vision sex scene
that was how she saw things. He had stared at her unnerved and laughed
nervously at the scene where intercourse is paused so a mobile phone call could
be taken. The laughter had been curtailed when Marianne tore his tongue out
with her teeth. Hedge fund man started making an animalistic grunting noise
that suggested he was drowning in his own blood, disrupting Marianne’s reverie
and meshing her with the present. Marianne cracked her knuckles on each hand and
popped out her scarlet talons. They were scalpel sharp and she carved ‘Luv’ on
his chest with a thumbnail like a dextrous craft worker etching; Marianne had
gorged herself all week and was indifferent to the dripping blood, more
preoccupied with the portentous rumblings of The Sisters of Mercy’s First and Last and Always playing on the MP3 in the digital player
dock. Her favourite song was on. (Insert
lyric) As a chubby and insecure adolescent who lacked the conviction to develop
an eating disorder to facilitate social inclusion, it was a song that had
informed and sound tracked many of the romantic fantasies and inner landscapes
of her later teenage years and nearly three decades later she was still able to
nourish the delusion that Andrew Eldritch had meant the song for her. Well, there was a tendentious
connection, she had been named after one of the main paramours of the Rolling
Stones and The Sisters had always been in thrall to the mythology of Altamont
and the sixties perishing in the effluvia of Vietnam and the Manson family so
she guessed that was something. She cut
hedge fund’s face off neatly and threw it towards Henry who was mewling softly
in the corner. The flayed countenance
landed folded in on itself. It landed
just out of Henry’s abject reach; he was too weak to lean forward the necessary
foot or so to scoop it up. Henry was so far gone with hunger he couldn’t even
retain memories of his son, which he tried to psychically conjure when he was
in distress. His death seemed like it
only happened yesterday, though it was over a century ago. Marianne was rifling
through hedge fund’s wallet and clothing. She found a wrap of cocaine and
shrieked with delight. A Blackberry phone. She hated f*****g Blackberrys. Ten
missed calls. Hedge fund had it on silent, most likely on the presumption
Marianne would have been fellating him by midnight. Well, sucker…Henry is now
starting to convulse. It was over a week since he had tasted blood. Marianne
decided to starve him. No blood.
Henry had struck up a deep friendship with a ghoul named Charlotte who
resided in Highgate cemetery and this had sent Marianne into a jealous flux.
Also, she resented Henry’s attempts to reign in her blood drenched excesses.
They had spent a week holed up in Fleetwood, a forlorn seaside town in the
North West of England that Henry harboured an affection for that bemused
Marianne. She reckoned it was something to do with his son who died of
pneumonia or something like it in the late 1800s. Maybe Henry brought him here.
It wasn’t that far from Liverpool. He didn’t speak about his son much and when Marianne
probed he would react angrily, and his powers were greater than hers. Marianne poured the coke onto the back of her
left hand and inhaled deeply. She giggled and stretched her arms and waved them
euphorically to Throwing Muses’ Mania playing
on the dock.. So they’d been in Fleetwood for a week, in a bed and breakfast
that a funereal gloom that appealed to Henry’s saturnine nature. There were a
few young Chinese workers staying there, illegals being exploited by gang
masters in the shellfish industry. Anyway, Henry struck up a friendship with a
pretty Chinese girl. Marianne could see she was the type he adored, petite, shy
yet cautiously flirt, pretty in a fresh faced innocent way. Although Marianne,
when fed, was flawlessly beautiful, at heart, despite her exquisiteness vampiric
authority, was a hopelessly insecure teenager who hated her looks and yearned
for unconditional love. So loveless had she been, Marianne had attempted
suicide, and serendipity had decreed she became one of the undead. Marianne had
so much to be grateful to Henry for and here she was drying him into a husk.
Ever the gentleman, Henry had walked the Chinese girl to work in the
evening, while Marianne followed in their wake smouldering with resentment. The
girl did nights packing fish in a factory so her hours sort of tied in nicely
with theirs and it was dark by four o’clock so Henry and Marianne were early
risers, not like summer when they slumbered till late evening. It was a brutal
winter, one of snow and ice and brooding darkness, and situated on the coast
they also had to contend with the savage wind that blew in. One night, Henry,
acting in a distressed and graceless manner that shocked Marianne, excused
himself and left the guesthouse. Marianne had been smoking and sulking when the
Chinese girl knocked on their room door. No, Henry wasn’t here to walk her, but
she’d go with her. Marianne was told she was very kind. That night she tore the
girl’s head clean from her shoulders, juiced her so there was not a drop of
blood left, torn her shreds and thrown
the bones out to sea. Marianne’s ferocity and bloodlust, which extended to
flesh eating, had shocked herself. It was all done before the wolf hour. She
had been naked throughout the blood feast, the claret that spattered her immediately
being absorbed into her skin. Henry returned just before dawn. Marianne was
already sleeping soundly before the sun began to rise, bloated and feeling
sickly through over indulgence she had fell into a deep post prandial slumber.
He had already been to the factory to walk Su-Li Zhen home only to be told by
her co-workers she’d not shown up. At that instant he knew what had happened,
his instincts confirmed when he had checked Marianne’s coat pockets which
contained the cheap silver necklace Zhen had cherished. Henry had to contain
his fury else he would have blown their cover. One thing Henry held over
Marianne was that his seniority meant that over the years he had learned how to
tolerate the traditional weapons used to combats vampires. It was all self
taught. There was no king of the vampires waiting to dispense preternatural
knowledge in the lonely decades that followed his joining the ranks of the
undead. He’d done it out of a desire to escape from a curious mixture of an
excruciatingly nuanced melancholy and profound existential boredom. What he
learned quickly was that crucifixes, silver and the sun were untameable. You
just avoided them. However, blessed water and garlic could be tolerated, albeit
briefly. At first when he had held garlic cloves in the palm of his hand the
reaction had been immediate and devastating. Smoke had risen from his burning
flesh like and he had been frothing at the mouth and shaking in the comportment
of someone in the last stages of rabies. He had been delirious for days but
when he recovered he went out and juiced an elderly pawnbroker who had swindled
his family many years ago went back to his squat and did it again. The effect
was commensurate to the first time he did it. So the cycle was repeated.
Garlic, delirium, juicing. Henry persevered because it broke up the empty days,
and the pain and delirium prevented thinking about his wife and son, and after
a dozen attempts he could hold a garlic clove for about ten minutes and just
experience overwhelming nausea. Unpleasant, but he could still function to a
reasonable degree. Garlic mastered, he turned to blessed water. The effects of blessed water were markedly
different to garlic. It was a kind of napalm for vampires. The first time he
sprinkled blessed water on his palm his hand had dissolved in seconds and he
watched with alarm as his arm started to disintegrate. Hubris, he had thought,
as the holy water ate away at his forearm, or maybe he had subconsciously
already tired of the prospect of immortality. The pain was severe but his
experiments with the garlic had trained him to remain his objectivity and he
watched with interest wondering if just three drops of blessed water would eat
him alive. The disintegration of his arm stopped just after the elbow joint. And that was that. The pain ceased when the
water stopped gorging itself. Much preferable to the garlic. Henry didn’t know
if it would grow back or not and wasn’t really bothered. He was undecided as to
whether to fill up a bath with the stuff and remove his form from the earth,
but he decided to persevere. What was the rush? Henry had nothing but days,
decades, centuries, to destroy himself. And he wanted to hang on to see if
science could prove there was an after life. He wanted to know the indescribable
joy of knowing his beautiful little boy was out there somewhere with his wife.
If they were in some heavenly parlour he would never join them. That was the
trade off. A regular supply of fresh human blood and avoidance of certain
substances and objects meant he could walk this black planet until the sun died
but when he was extinct that was it. If there was a heaven he was now denied
it. Bathing in eternal splendour was out.
It was a unique circle of hell, a doubtful eternity of grieving and
hunger, the ultimate parasite on a venal cosmic rock. That night he prowled the docks waiting to
encounter someone who affronted his sense of proprietary in the shadows and
dark entries. A sailor beating a w***e to a pulp was an ideal fit so he juiced
and went back to his squat and slept when the sun came up. He repeated the
routine for a week, drinking a little bit more than usual as it was clear his
regular intake of blood was facilitating the re-growth of his arm. After a week
the forearm was back. So he splashed his hand again. This time the flesh eating
petered out before the elbow joint. Again, he spent the week trolling and
juicing. Due to the transient and violent nature of the docks environment no
one was ever missed, he was always extremely careful in the choice of victims,
an assiduousness he had retained up till the present day. He spent a year in
this fashion experimenting with the blessed water, working on different parts
of his body and face until he developed a marked tolerance. A good dousing in
the stuff only resulted in what looked like sunburn. Of course, this tolerance had never been
remotely useful for him in civilian life. Henry had been stabbed, the intended
victim of arson, the recipient of a number of bullets, none silver so not
fatal. No one had ever sought to assail him with holy water or cloves of
garlic, but the odd accidental glimpse of a crucifix had sent him into
paroxysms of agony or scurrying away like a startled rodent. This was simply
because only a handful of people he had been acquainted with knew what he was.
However, it did come in useful in controlling other vampires. Two to be
precise, the second of which was Marianne. They had left Fleetwood a few days
after the slaughter of Zhen and before leaving for London, which Henry loathed
and Marianne adored, they decided to stay in a burnt out council house, one of
many in an abandoned council estate in Salford. There was always a ready
procession of crack heads and the dispossessed that would provide them with a
steady if revolting supply of blood and they could take it easy and sleep.
Marianne knew that Henry knew and was initially puzzled by his reticence in
engaging the subject. His reserve had unsettled her but they had moved and
started juicing again and that seemed to be it. As dawn approached, following
an evening in which they had took mutual pleasure in draining and tearing apart
a repellent teenage sociopath who had chosen to wave a replica pistol at the
wrong young couple, Marianne was climbing into her sleeping bag for the day when
Henry shoved a clove of garlic into her mouth. He let her thrash about for a
few minutes before retrieving it. Such were her screams he had to stuff a chunk
of her sleeping bag down her throat to quell her screams. Luckily she had passed out before the sun had
fully risen. It was a week before she was able to move about properly again,
and Henry kept her well fed. When they left for London on an evening coach they
did not exchange a word. And here they where.
Marianne leaned in close to Henry and was shocked to see him close up;
he was a jaundiced colour and his skin was peeling away. At that moment she is
tempted to cut short her revenge, feeling a surge of love and pity engendered
by his abjection, but she holds it in check. He has to know she can’t be fucked
with. Marianne coolly informs him that he will drink soon but first he must
listen. She is going to tell him about her week and an act of betrayal. © 2012 Ron Safari |
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Added on September 24, 2012 Last Updated on September 24, 2012 AuthorRon SafariManchester, North West, United KingdomAboutMy favourite writers are Thomas Ligotti, Dennis Cooper, Henry Green and Celine. I've had a number of stories published in the small presses which tended to be hard edged transgressive and experimental.. more.. |

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