Blind

What do I do?
What can I do?
Will it work?
Does it fit?
I'd love to see it...
How 'bout liftoff?
Maybe
Only time can tell
Who's got the wheel?
Who has control?
Who has this beast by the throat?
We'll see.
It's a crazy feeling;
Intense wonder.
Signs of Change.
Fear.
Pain.
Loathing.
Hunger.
Wonder.
Am I selfish?
Have I learned anything yet?
I should've by now...
But my mind just races.
Too many places.
Too many faces.
Too much wasted.
Where'd I place it?
Too much time.
Too much wonder.
I'll figure it out.
The time will come soon.
I won't be blind forever.

Author's Note

JG, November 2010