Hurts

what hurts most? the hospital treatment or the words?

waking up
and having trouble
breathing?
that
hurts.
having an IV in your wrist?
it
hurts.
Blood,
being drawn?
That
hurts.
The night before,
having your almost boy friend
tell you
"I'm hurting you,
I know it.
I won't talk to you.
Promise"
It
hurts
like hell.
but I don't know what hurts worse.
The Pain I feel from breathing,
or breathing without him.
He won't
talk,
text,
or even look at me.
It's like he doesn't care.
and
that
hurts.

Author's Note

thank god for the leb top. what a wonderous invention. Please ignore spelling mistakes