ALone

lately I've been alone, and I don't know why

There was a time
where I had
friends
where I didn't go an hour
without
talking,
texting
or
hugging one.
But now
I have so verry few
all because
of my condition.
It's not contagous
it just
makes me diffrent.
I'm learning
how to walk
again.
Finally getting out
of this chair.
but to get back to where I once was
I must go to tharapy.
not that I mind.
but they do.
They also mind
that I can hardly breath
normal,
like them.
and since i cannot breath
like them,
I can't
kiss
as long.
and it dissapoints the ones
who once loved me.
I'm a dissapointment to them.
I've lost almost everyone
except the few
who stayed by my side.
They said
that nothing can make them
ever hate me.
They just want to help.
but even so,
I've been without one person
for so long.
that I still
feal
alone

Author's Note

so yeah. what ever. ignore mistakes, I tried to catch all that I could but I know I atleast missed two.