Homesick

She walks with a storm in her mind and weights on her chest

but her facade is flawless

her heart is heavy with grief and her life's a mess

but its just started

flowers for eyes and vines for her veins

she hides it inside but it drives her insane

voices crowd her head and interrupt her thoughts.

But she looks at him and her mind just stops

Every freckle and birthmark and crease on his face

she just wants to imitate on her blank pale page

true honest beauty thats shes never seen before

his cute crooked teeth that she just adores

But she sees life as a dull blank board

she has these shadows she cannot ignore

and sadness comes out in anger and rage

but shes just scared, hurt and afraid

she loves him till death to us part

but the death of them is what tore her apart

she wants him to be happy, for its been so long

but him being happy means shes gotta be gone

And her moving on is hard to do alone

being away from him, is away from home.