Would It Matter?

Would it even matter if I never woke up?

Oh God, what's SHE doing here?

I can't take this anymore.

Get lost freak! No one wants you here.

I can't cope.

Looser.

All the comments,

Freak.

Looser.

Ugly.

Threats,

You better keep your mouth shut about this!

Tell anyone and you'll get it!

Abuse,

Aw she can't even take a cut!

Did that hurt B***h?

Good.

Any of it.

Would it matter if I left?

Would anyone care?

No one cares about  you, why would they?

Oh. Right.

They wouldn't.

No one would miss me if I left for good.

No one would care if you died.

It would be better if I ended it all.

Do it!

There is enough Paracetamol in the house.

Do it!

I could. Would it help?

Do it!

It has to.

Do it!

Maybe not the voices in my head will stop...

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