Living with ADD

It's sad to think that with the words I originally want to speak

Are words that never make it, I just wish people could see

These words were not gonna be my first but are the ones that make the inside of my head hurt

The words I wanted to write down on paper, those first words gone without a whisper

All those deep feelings turning in my mind and I should mind!
I want to yell and scream at the sky
A face sodden with tears
with a mind trodden by fears

So many things going on
Words, letters and imagery
Sometimes my mind blank, just gone

For a moment I feel helpless
Scared shitless
Wandering around like I'm lost on a cloud
Wondering what life is and what it means
With a world so silent but a mind so loud

What is my life
One minute I'm fine and the next I'm not
Struggling through life
For I only have one shot

Living with ADD can be hard but it's never boring.