Already Torn Heart

Please tell me

Why I miss you so much.

I am afraid to tell myself

Because then I wouldn’t be lying for once.

The fact would be true.

Your face would appear in my dreams again.

My thoughts.

Everywhere.

I hate you for doing what you didl

How you left me for Her.

And I hate myself

For allowing you to do that.

I don’t understand why.

Or when this will end.

I love you

Then I hate you.

It’s so on and off with my feelings.

You miss me and love me

Yet you left me for Her.

You don’t understand what impact that had

On my already torn heart.