Relapse

Food = flushed down the toilet

After being thrown up.

Downed a good amount of raspberries along with a bowl of apple juice.

Sitting here,

Not knowing what to think of myself.

I thought I would be okay this summer.

I guess not.

Not sure of what to do.

My stomach feels empty like I want.

My throat slightly hurts.

Everything else is fine.

I still have a slight belly I don't want.

Sigh.

Why was I so foolish as to think I could stop this horrible habit?

I was fine the last 2 weeks, what happeend this time to make this happen?

I'm so clueless as to how to solve this.

I can talk to no one.

No one would understand.

Sigh.

Thank you stupid relapse

For ruining me once again.

Reviews

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You're strong, things will get better but you have to make that call. Nobody else can do it for you. I know how awful this cycle is. Powerful piece