Dearest Rachel

My dearest Rachel,

 

You were once mine

Now we are torn apart.

 

Our love

One that was real and true.

 

I don't go any day

Without looking back on it.

 

I wish it all happened a different way.

It would've been the best.

 

In a world

Surrounded by judgement.

To make us stay together

Was impossible.

 

But still,

We had to try and make it last.

 

Three months of what we had

Then to be torn apart and to never speak again.

 

My heart hurts and burns each night

Looking back on it

And trying to sleep.

 

I never meant to end it.

Never meant to make them hate me.

Take me me away from you.

 

Due to that,

You fell apart.

 

I tell you "I miss you"

Deep in my dreams.

 

To say "I love you"

Whenever you pop into my mind.

 

You are never far from me

And to forever be in my heart.

 

No more will you hurt or suffer.

I will always be here.

 

To love you.

To keep you safe.

 

No longer will you die.

 

My dearest Rachel.