Burdens

this one is about me sadly I'm all of my friends rocks but I don't have one i carry a heavy load and get well exhausted and stuck

Burdens 
They break my back
With the lack 
Of those that I can crack down on
I must always stay strong
And remain 
Along head of the pack
No turning back 
To my lack of freedom
For although I am my own master
The burdens shall never let me go
 faster holding me back 
they forever attack
 what I do so I fear 
what ensues
 what I need is someone new 
who owes me nothing and I owe them nothing
 and that something shall lighten my load
 as to unload for a short time 
is it really a crime 
to temporarily hand off 
so to scoff and laugh and relax
 before the journey continues
 

Author's Note

yep