rejection

Rejection

 

 

 

The pain the pain

Oh how my soul it does stain

Why this hurts me so

I guess that’s not to know

 

Rejection is my realm

I stand by it with no choice

The chains to it may not be clear

But their weight makes it further to go

 

Alone as I am they taunt me still

The hopes of new relations

To just slither back down the rope

The thoughts of care then strengthen

 

The thought of me being kind

So that I may be pushed away

Or mistreated and neglected

My most intense feelings tossed aside

 

All I need is a single chance

To show them how I feel inside

But it never arrives in the boat from the sea

I wait and wait, worried that it has sunk

 

It’s impossible to describe my disappointment

As I only have good intentions

Now I mount my horse and ride away

Maybe somewhere else is the heart of them

 

They never will have known

What confusions and regrets they caused

As I lay awake in the desolate nights

I think only of why they cast me away

 

Into a vortex it sends me

Swirling someone with no where to turn

I cant help but wonder why they’re so insensitive

Why do they reject me this way?