taken by your curse

FOR PATRICIA

Taken by your curse

 

　

　

　

　

I’m falling…

I’m falling

Into your endless heart flow

Where the garden was kept clean

And out hearts once would grow

 

The green stayed vibrant

And the sky cleared out

Little would I know

And little would I doubt

 

How we are is only an illusion

Really all this place is is dust

You made it this way just for me

So I’d be taken by your beautiful curse

 

Laid in rest at your feet

Though I wouldn’t exactly call it “defeat”

What I would call it is the Heaven of Hells

Letting my ears ring of your voice in the red bells

 

Summer breeze

It isn’t a real thing

Really its harsh sands in my face

But I’m delusional in our curse

 

Things bad seem so great

A terrible and awesome fate

Something I’ve never wanted but glad I did

Something so wrong but enjoyed being said

 

I wouldn’t call it control

Unless you say to

The unbreakable curse

Isn’t it insane?

 

Loving what isn’t there only to hate what is

Reality the concept of what’s there and not

This curse breaks melts those and dries together

Nothing can be much more said of you

 

Here is the end

I still lay in the paradise like gardens

They may be a curse, but its something good you did for me

Even if it isn’t real or right, I’m happier in this trance

With the curse and fires I dance…..