The anaesthetic for my mind

I’m out of luck

Though out of tears

Take too many risks

I love the fear

It makes me crazy

I sure do care

But I am addicted

To what I can’t bear

The love, hate

Passion and hunger

It’s the feeling it gives me

So I’ll take it a little longer

I am one with nature

With body and mind

Put my hands in the earth

It’s a prayer of some kind

May this be my guide

My way to a cure

So it won’t destroy

And helps me to endure

This is a drug

From a very messed up kind

Though never try to stop

The anaesthetic for my mind