Don't Stray From May

Do I speak from experience if I admit that I have no idea what "love" is or could be?. Dare I admit I don't know how to love you without being able to love myself?. Am I easily unbalanced when things turn for the worse? Dare I speak of my selfishness in the presence of the one who has to experience it?. Will I be alone if I keep being corrupted in my heart?. I know evil from good, but not good from evil. I tend to hold on tighter and let go faster. I miraciously love and unlove within the same speed. I drive myself to brink of crazy and reel myself back into rehabilitation. I don't know your worth because I haven't found my own. So before you take it to heart, take it to your soul, it's the only thing bright enough to shine enough light on this dark matter.