Happy Birthday

A poem about how I wished more than anything that I would've had enough guts to ask my parents if I could invite my friend to my birthday. =( But sadly I didn't.

Yes, it was my birthday
Surrounded by family, friends
But the only one I really wanted
Wasn't there

Why?
I was too shy to ask
If I could invite the one
I truely wanted to be there
More than anything

He texted me this morning
Just to wish me a happy birthday
Only to turn and call me later
To say it again with his voice
That sends electricity through my body

I wish I wasn't so strange
I wish he could've been here
I wanted that more than anything
More than my gifts
The best would've been having him
Sitting next to me
While I blew out my candles
I wouldn't have needed a wish