pain inside

Outside lives a girl with a smile that will brighten up the room,

Yet inside hides a girl with a frown full of despair.

 

Outside lives a girl with eyes of joy that brings you to ease,

Yet inside hides a girl shedding tears of sadness.

 

Outside lives a girl with a beautiful laugh that's contagious,

Yet inside hides a girl screaming her lungs out in unwanted anger.

 

Outside lives a girl with the personality everyone envies,

Yet inside hides a girl full of insecurities and shame.

 

Outside lives a girl who is fearless and tough,

Yet inside hides a weak girl who lives in fear.

 

Outside lives a girl full of life,

Yet inside hides a girl full of pain, wanting to die.

 

Outside lives a girl with a perfect image,

Yet inside hides a girl with regrets and mistakes.

 

Outside lives a girl of innocence,

Yet inside hides a girl with tremendous guilt.

 

Outside lives a girl with goals and aspirations,

Yet inside lives a girl lost in confusion.

 

What you see on the outside is my personal disguise,

What hides underneath you can't even begin to imagine.