The Fight

My hands are shaking
My head is spinning
My heart is now racing

 

I have angered you once again
I have made you mistrust me

I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do

I look down when you walk into the room
I want to avoid your cold stare
I need to save myself the embarrassment

I want to come to you and mend the broken pieces
I can’t do it
I am afraid of the rejection
I am scared you will resent me even more

I push so hard for your attention
I push so hard for your acceptance
I push so hard for you to notice ME

And I pushed so hard
Now all I want is for you to stay
 

Reviews

[Rhine Wolf]

Well now this is heart felt and deep, i can feel the emotion resonating off the words here. to have a disagreement with some one is never a good thing, but if you feel so strongly about this person, as i get that you do from your last line, then sometimes it is better to be the stronger person and take action to rectify the situation.
As to the poem itself it was a really good read. well done!

Blessed be.
Fallon