Unbearable

Sadness grips my heart
As the news came to me
Unbearable pain invades my soul

my heart pleads to god,
As I bargain with him 
to take me instead

Put me out of my misery
Put my heart back together
breath life into me once again

My heart lays in shambles around me
as i try to pick up the pieces and put
what use to be me back together again

I scream at the top of my lungs
As tears stream down my face
Please god I don't think

 

    I'll make it this time.............