Make,break and remake

Don't give up if its worth the fight!

I shiver I quiver 
I shatter yet clutter
I scream in my dream
I make and break and remake

I hope I stop
I sigh yet get high
I stare into the eyes of nightmare
I make and break and remake

I feast upon the beast
I treasure the pleasure
I wake up alone and shake
I make and break and remake

I desire I acquire
I vanquish yet relish
I fear the wrath of the familiar
I conquer and surrender and reconquer