Insecurities

Do you truly have anyone around you? You lie to yourself day to day , you give others advice but you can’t even follow it yourself. You never wanted to see the truth but the truth seeks you. People say they care but they don’t even say hi , only goodbye. False promises and statements. Loneliness is all that follows , drowning in your sorrows.

I’m just boring , they have fun , you just feel numb , act like a bum.
Misunderstood , restricted by yourself might as well be put on a shelf.

I want friends , but a deep connection is something hard to create when you always have to move this s**t ain’t going smooth, I’ll find some here , I just gotta be me , s**t why can’t you see that you’re a misfit .
Many don’t like you because you aren’t as ignorant as you were before. God can I just sip my intelligence away. At this point I just want love . I want someone . I just crave the feeling of not being alone at night . Crave the feeling of having someone there . No I’m not an emotional person I just like speaking my mind .

Reviews

[송지ፏ..]

That sounds like me. I always feel like no one sees my pain and I am the only one who is in pain. I've written a similar poem like this. http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/Korean/2037647/
Feel free to read and review it.

[Jaskaran Singh Sethi]

Great poem.To be honest I have never seen this style of poetry

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Thank you!! And I hope that’s a good thing , I will continue to do so

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Mmm...it's fine to vent out through writing...if you think what ruckus would've happened if this was vented out on someone or something if it reads so rage! You've a control in mind I feel...keep up the writing😊

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Oh yea I tend to vent a lot through writing, 😂id feel terrible if I ranted this to someone but I feel like maybe someone would relate and not feel alone in a similar situation therefore why I uploaded this. And thank you so much for taking some of your time to read this it, it really means a lot !:)

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You're heartedly welcomed friend😊!