If you could hear me calling

Another lesson

If you could hear me calling,
i know what you would think,
and the truth of it all, is that's exactly why i could sink,
then i close my eyes,and see your smile,
but it only lasts a little while.
Anyway.
So ill grab my coat and ill just go,
all the while fighting through the station crows,
Ive got my quiver of arrows but Ive left behind my bow of bows,
and as they flock,they block the view of you,
just as they were meant too,
Then i wake.

So ill distract the senses,with the scented,

and the fresh air and aroma of the sea,that's fermented,

and ill join in for a while,with the sugarcoated demented,

to try and forget ,that with you,i really meant it,

and accept it,that my best,for once was good enough,

but my worst,came first and is what ruined us