Demoralizing

Is there anyone,
Who can make me see?
Who can help me breath?
Who can take me out?

You always leave me.
You meant something to me.
I always deal with the shame,
Oh please just make it stop.

Explain to me,
What I do wrong.
Take me to the back,
And knock down the barrier

Which hides me from me,
The sun from the sun.
But somehow I still feel,
So far gone.