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11-15-12 Absolute crap.

Sitting here, almost lifeless

Mind spinning so fast

I can’t begin to understand

A reverberating why rings out

 

Why so much pain

Why so much sorrow

Why does this happen

Again and again

 

A sharpened boomerang

Spins round and round

Slicing into me at each pass

Thousands of razor sharp cuts

 

Then you squeeze lemon all over

Sinking into my deep cuts

Excruciating pain sets in

The torture starts

 

I scream and inaudible scream

I just want the pain to end

I don’t know how I’ve hung on this long

I want it to be over

 

Why echos again

Why am I feeling like this

Why do I hurt so

Why cant it be over

 

I just wish I wouldn’t have sent that text

Then maybe everything would be ok

Now it’s over and I’m trying to be ok

But I cant

 

I don’t understand

Why I feel this way

I feel so hurt

I feel so lost

 

I just want it to be over

I want everything to be ok

But no matter what I say

I can’t seem to get you to stay